a 𝙠𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙠𝙮𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙧𝙣 original character centric blog with heavy divergent interpretations of all events & characters in the series. The views and opinions expressed in this blog do not necessarily reflect the views or positions of 𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙤 𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙧𝙖/ heavily affiliated w/ @dreamieparadise , spawned by lalo, 25+𝙄𝙉 𝙍𝙀𝙂𝘼𝙍𝘿𝙎 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙋𝙋𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎 : All relationship between Miruku & a canon character is not typically 'romantic' in nature, however these blog will often feature significant relationships between the following characters :
╰┈➤ Reborn & Miruku | not romantic , paternal / Unconditional Love
╰┈➤ Kawahira & Miruku | not romantic , complicated.╰┈➤ Kyoko & Miruku | Kyoko has a one sided puppy crush on him.
╰┈➤ Takeshi & Miruku | complicated / Unconditional Love
╰┈➤ Dino & Miruku | complicated / Unconditional Love
⸻ ⁺ GENERAL INFORMATION ᐟ
BIRTH NAME. : 「 冯秀娟」 féng xiù juān
ALIAS : 「 筬島 みるく」 Osashima, Miruku.
NICKNAME : Mimi , Mi-kun, xiu xiu
BIRTH DATE : 05 / 04 ( he picked it himself, not his real bday )
ETHNICITY : Filipino / Chinese
SPECIES : True Earthling
GENDER : Agender. ( none / any pronouns )
ORIENTATION : Aromantic.
❝ For a long time now, every meeting with another human being has been a collision. I feel too much, sense too much, am exhausted by the reverberations after even the simplest conversation. ❞
Average is what he’d describe himself. Nothing spectacular, but surely good enough. Life is quiet for a long while, it suits him — that slow, still life, an existence of monotone ocean blue, perfectly normal against the sea breeze and foliage of a home town now too hazy for him to remember. He truly was blessed with a solitary childhood, self-contained and a captive of his own bubble. It’s wonderful there, inside that head of his, anything else could not compare and so there he was, drifting directionless, a living stylite.It’s empty inside that bubble, but its walls are thick and impenetrable, the sinews of his flesh long merging into his self-imposed prison, yet he could not loathe his state of being — this distance between you and between his is foreordained and even as he grows farther, obscures into himself ; alone again, isn’t it enough to intersect for that one long tender moment?Average is what he’d describe herself and it’s empty inside that bubble, though there are special moments like this, where he’d get to meet you and in spite of himself, he thinks — it’s not too bad here, maybe he’ll stay awhile longer.
⸻ ⁺ PERSONALITY ᐟ
❝ Perhaps the greatest gift we can give to another human being is detachment Attachment, even that which imagines it is selfless, always lays some burden on the other person. How to learn to love in a light, airy way that there is no burden? ❞
TEMPERAMENT : Introvert
ALIGNMENT : Chaotic - Neutral
BEST QUALITIES : Has a kind of child-like whimsy. Even-tempered, with a cheery and friendly disposition. A rather mellow and inoffensive individual in spite of his eccentricity. Tries to be kind.
WORST QUALITIES : Self-concerned and stuck inside his head. He is painfully uncompromising and often does as he pleases. Unnecessarily dishonest and overly private. Unintentionally, he is unsociable and solitary. It does not come natural to be compassionate and sympathetic, rather childish, petulant and brattish. A whiner, a troublemaker and scatterbrained individual. Very immature.
❛❛ I’m shallow. ❜❜ He thinks. In such a way that he doesn’t know quite yet what to do with himself. He is satisfactory, just as any other ‘okay' person you would have met in your life time. Just as there is many good things about him, there is always a handful of bad that steadies himself into that comfortable humanhood. I’m a person. He just wished he didn’t need to work so hard to be a decent one.❛❛ I want to be kind. ❜❜ You like him because he is pleasant, often friendly, often gracious and so very helpful. He’d rather not see you cry and it’s awfully unpleasant to see a miserable person, but he doesn’t know how to say it without sounding too dreadful ; that he doesn’t really care, not in a way a kind person would have. It’s difficult to be gentle - he wished we could just have fun, but the world is a cruel one and humans are burdened by aches he doesn’t understand. Still, if you want, he’d accompany you for a long while. He’ll distract you from those unpleasant things and when you’re ready and brave, he’ll see you off. ( A person is not a home, but he hopes he’ll feel like one even if just for a moment. )
❝ There is no doubt that solitude is a challenge and to maintain balance within it a precarious business. But I must not forget that, for me, being with people or even with one beloved person for any length of time without solitude is even worse. I lose my center. I feel dispersed, scattered, in pieces. ❞
FLAMES : Primary, a rain & mist user. While he has an affinity for all types, all of which are entirely frail, all are impractical for combat use, his flames poses a curious faint, almost transparent quality, these peculiarities and impurities may be attributed to his scarce ‘will' and ever ‘evolving’ self .BOX ANIMALS : Lion’s mane jellyfish & A school of Ranchu gold fish.
WEAPONS : Versatile.
HEALTH : Below average physical health & deteriorating mental health.
A less than average prowess for combat. Miruku is clearly not intended for any forms of physical labor, an unfortunate result of his initial disinterest and his rather flimsy constitution. However, with Reborn’s assistance and his uncharacteristic willingness to please him, he’d grow to become a competent fighter who focuses on defense above all else.His strength lies primarily within his quick-wit, imagination and unmatched mental fortitude. he seems to have an unshakable and ridiculous belief that “he can do anything” if only, he wants too, this confidence stems from the fact that he has yet to fail in any of his endeavors. ( or rather, simply refuse to believe in failure. )Miruku does not specialize in any forms or types of weaponry, a ‘jack of all trades' a result of his attempt to ‘duplicate’ Reborn’s flawlessness — as such, in his adulthood, Miruku seems to pickup anything he’d find interesting, however if asked, he’d claim her ‘true weapon’ is her impeccable niceness.
AGE : 13 y.o
AFFILIATION : Sawada, Tsunayoshi - ‘neo-vongola' / Namimori Middle School, formerly from Midori Middle school
OCCUPATION : Student, proud member of many school clubs & Reborn’s ‘lackey’ & the world’s greatest apprentice.
LIVING CONDITION : Alone, a transfer student from Midori Middle School. A serial ‘transfer student'
In his childhood, Miruku moved quite a lot, entirely having no permanent home and friends, though surprisingly he found enjoyment in their otherwise unstable situation, it was fun seeing and experiencing new things. This circumstance is no different, when he found himself moving to Japan at the age of eleven, transferring into one school and then another and another. He’d find it utterly surprising he stayed in the country for as long as he did really, moving back to his childhood home only after he graduates Highschool, but that’s a story for another time.As luck would have it, he’d find himself in namimori-chu and in the presence of one Tsunayoshi Sawada, he had been the catalyst of his future and that one grateful push in meeting those he loves most of all, Momo and Reborn.╰┈➤ as a joke, he was like “I’m going to be the world’s greatest apprentice under the world’s greatest hitman!” It was apparently not a joke.
⸻ ⁺ APPEARANCE ᐟ
EYES : Dark brown, almost black with a slight tint of red. Has long bottom lashes. His gaze are often soft and far-off, unfocused and sleepy.
HAIR : Dark brown, almost black. He has slight waves in his hair, his fringe is messy and his hair is cut it simple layers reaching below his shoulders.
FACE : It’s not upsetting to look at.
BUILT : Average, has that teen baby-fat built.
HEIGHT : 162.56 cm / 5'4 ft
VOICE : Feminine, carries a rather perky - unserious tone. Hard to take him seriously sometimes when he’s so giggly. However, his voice cracks ever so often when talking for a prolong period of time, perhaps Miruku is just forcing himself to sound cheerful?
NOTABLE FEATURES : A very friendly and inviting face, you would not want to punch that face.Not particularly stricking, but not entirely hideous either. A rather comforting appearance if anything. In his teen, Miruku carries himself in a positively friendly and upbeat way, his mannerism complimenting his jeering voice and general non-malicious absurdities and playfulness.While often seen with a smile, his expression is quick to fall whenever he is alone, he carries himself quieter and more sullen whenever he is not around people, he may often carry a tired or sleepy expressing during these times, even if he’s really not upset. Things seems to slow down a lot more when he’s alone.Visually, he has a feminine appearance though he does not care much for how people perceive him.
AGE : 23 y.o
AFFILIATION : Neo-vongola.
OCCUPATION : Neo-vongola substitute adviser. Still, the world’s greatest apprentice because there’s no chance in this world he’d graduate when Reborn is alive and kicking.
LIVING CONDITION : No permanent address, always on the move.
Under the guidance of Reborn, Miruku grew to be a more than competent member of the mafia. While by far, not the vongola’s strongest asset, he was able to move beyond not just as a caricature of the “World’s greatest hitman" and finally set into his own shoes comfortably.His position as the ‘Neo-vongola substitute adviser' only exist because Reborn, as of this time, had still been working under Nono, as the former institution has yet been absorb by neo-vongola. They were trying to do this formally.
⸻ ⁺ APPEARANCE ᐟ
HAIR : No significant change, hair still somehow tussled in the same haphazard way, longer than when he was a teen.
FACE : He grows softer it seems, a much more gentle look about him. His eyes are a brighter and more visible tinge of red wine.
BUILT : Slender and somewhat frail, lighter than he should be. A rather willowy constitution all together.
VOICE : Remains fairly cheerful and playful, though now speaks much more carefully than he used too. Considerate tones & kinder words. Voice still cracks if he talks for too long.
HEIGHT : 165.1 cm / 5'5 ft
NOTABLE FEATURES : A distinct feebleness, so much more kindly than he initially was, yet still there is a particular kind of stagnation in him. Has he really changed? It's hard to tell.He feels like he could disappear at anytime, huh? Miruku maintains his upbeat personage in social situations, friendly and inviting, however he had grown much more sullen, often apparent when he is alone. Quieter, softer and gentler ⸻ like he's about to melt somewhere no one could find.Miruku is much more visually feminine as an adult, more so because of how he presents and dresses himself.
⸻ ⁺ MISCELLANEOUS ᐟ
CHARACTER TROPES : Ambiguous Gender, Bunny Ears Lawyer, Utopia Justifies the Means Well-Intentioned Extremist & Strawman Has a PointLIKES : Slow easy days, sight-seeing, plants, & cool summers. Enjoys his own company and being able to come and go as he pleases. Funny people.
DISLIKES : Being told no. Obtrusiveness. Does not enjoy being in the receiving end of most romantic and sexual intentions. Embarrassments. Most animals.
HOBBIES : Learning new skills & wandering - meandering around, traveling. ‘Playing' ( whatever that means )
FEARS : To be again, be the recipient of a debilitating ‘love’.╰┈➤ His name sake comes from his favorite drink and a railway station.
╰┈➤ His fake Birthday is during Japan's Greenery Day. His real Birthday is on the "Day of the Holy Innocents."
╰┈➤ His short hand is 90 Miruku 9 Osashi ma 0
╰┈➤ His bestfriend is 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖 𝙡𝙪𝙦𝙢𝙖𝙣
